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EMO

lalala..emo ever since after i took my results .. yeay~! as wad i hav said in d previous post mayb nt even an A..

The day b4 the results were out..I couldnt even hav a gd nite sleep..x proper meal.. was worryin bout everyting(results + gaining a gd place in uni)..feelin uncomfortable..stress.. wen d clock strike 12 in d noon tat day*tick tok tick tok*, i was strugglin n as wad ppl wil normally face/do [stomach pain].. my nails even became too cold & turn dark purple to pale white(covered wit nail polish liaw)*nt kua zhang but its TRUE-my nails wil chge colour*-nt monitor lizard kay!!..

while i was waitin for my fren(stephanie) to fetch me to sch, my mum's fone suddenly buzz! yesH~! no kidding! GUess wat? a SMS msg frm MPM.. yea!mommy smiled &yelled at me "woi, 4B!" i was lik "HAR?!" for twice..!! den she said 4B la.. I was kinda disappointed&tears started to drop down lidat*snniff Sniff*.. but den I was lik bo kam buan(nt satisfy) must c d real result..so i waited for stephanie lo..

It wasnt a gd day afterall cos was raining heavily tat afternoon(i wen out tat time lo)..wen i reached sch, i was lik jus came out frm swimming pool lidat lo! hell yea~i wore long jeans too! whole body damnF Wet weT wet! met huiqi, weitian, suzanne, kenneth, carmen, abbysha, kuan, teng, adelyn, chee yan..(hope din miss out anyone) din saw any teachers cos it was their lunch break tat time..i was rushin to leav too..

Anyhow, Fact is Fact.. I cant chge anytin but to accept it oni lor.. wen to ss15 (uni-ed) after tat to get infos bout UK UNIs.. was tinkin bout goin cambridge uni but d agent said oni for those 4As smart ass students.. den fine lor.. This wk gonna be a busy wk for me to get uni infos .. hav to apply them b4 i miss the datelines..(dunwan IT to happen again anymore) lalalaaalaa.. stresssS.. i hav to write essays for UNIs application.. its nt easy for me.. cos i dun tink ME hav much thing to talk abt.. wad i do everyday is sleep.eat.on9...+ doin chores.cook.tv.sms!! my brain rust for almost 2mths liaw....HMmm.. wish me luck for gettin a gd Uni lor.. i wan to go oversea la TAk Mau Stay here la.. T.T

LALALALALA... was sadden abit wen i was talkin to JS jus nw..CLICK on d image below to view it ..den u noe lor..(remember to click the BACK button on top for continue reading it later)~sry for ma fan-ness

sad ryt? he said tat i nvr study(last min) but gt dis kind of result T.T...i noe i din.. but atleast i tried my very best..was moody since JULY..

HAv u ever sit for exams wer u hav to go for exams morning/afternoon den study at nite & after studyin u wil cry evrynite for 3 wks non stop?(due to sum other probs-dun ask y!?) Its tuff & i dun likey..but i cant do anything to chge other human.. esp feelings!! wad i tink is d best i did it ady.. sum HUMAN seems lik doesnt even care.. BUT i nvr regret anything bout it.. i jus can say THANK YOU for making me score 4B's other than 4A's.. u wan my appreciation? NO~! i would nvr evr giv a damn anymore! UGghh~

EMO.EMO.EMo~!!

*sry if i offend anyone, might hav vocab errors everywer~cos i'm nt in d mood