game over

This is just too sad for me.
had tried signing in to my old hotmail acc for billion zillion times..
and they still telling me that they canot verify my acc..
WtF~
hEY, the genuine owner is here!!
hm...
i m js so wory bout it...
ALL my applications are applied using tat email!..
watafreak!~
nw wat m i gona do w/out my acC?

wait n die?